Category: Poetry

  • I Am The Villain

    The terrible day that I learned that I was, indeed, the dreadful villain,

    When Pink wasn’t well and they sent me, the surrogate band, as the fill-in.

    I was Sauron and poured all my malice, cruelty, and will to dominate all life,

    I was Annakin, and it was all unfair so I blamed it on my friend and wife.

    It was me, Scar, who told Simba to run far, far away and never come back,

    I don’t even remember when everything changed during the Fire Nation attack.

    It was many things that added up to fill Prince Zuko with pride and shame,

    And I remember the strange day I learned I was the antagonist to blame.

    It was the same day I learned that I was also the hero to save the day,

    When Aang, Frodo, and Simba finally came back to the world to play!

    It was time to tear down the Empire that I created to control my life,

    To finally heal the pain that was caused by a psychological knife.

  • Magma and Rock

    Please don’t let me solidify to rock

    Magma is my preferred state of being

    I’ve cooled down with the passing of the clock

    Remelting is a new way of seeing

    If I am a rock again strike me dead

    So that I reignite as hot and red

  • Trust me. I know…

    Trust me. I know what it feels like to be wronged.

    Trust me. I know what it feels like to do wrong.

    Trust me. I know what it feels like to lie to myself that I don’t know what I am doing wrong.

    Trust me. I know what it feels like to want to prove all those people in the past wrong.

    Trust me. I know what it feels like to believe I am alone in my pain.

    Trust me. I know what it feels like to hate the world.

    Trust me. I know what it feels like to hate myself.

    Trust me. I know what it feels like to place myself above others at the same time.

    Trust me. I know what it feels like to lie.

    Trust me. I know what it feels like to want revenge.

    Trust me. I know what it feels like to hurt those that care about me.

    Trust me. I know what it feels like to make mistakes and hide them under a rug.

    Trust me. I know what it feels like to reject the realness of love out of fear.

    Trust me. I know what it feels like to be a coward.

    Trust me. I know what it feels like to be jealous.

    Trust me. I know what it feels like to want to show them how stupid they all are.

    Trust me. I know what it feels like to have rage.

    Trust me. I know what it feels like to pride myself as perfect.

    Trust me. I know what it feels like to expect perfection from others.

    Trust me. I know what it feels like to have let down expectations.

    But also trust me on this…

    I know what it feels like to forgive.

    It is never too late.

    Forgive. Everyone, including yourself.

    Actually forgive.

    Trust me. I know it is hard.

    But it will never end otherwise.

    Dethrone pain and fear.

    For yourself. For love. For your life.

    And when I make my future mistakes…

    I hope I will again try to turn around.

  • I Love You

    I love the love you have given me that makes me feel warmth and joy.

    I love the beauty you have thrown across the universe from flowers to stars.

    I love the darkness you have planted in me to teach me about compassion and forgiveness.

    I love the challenges you have placed in front of me to show me creativity.

    I love the fears you have given me to push me into courage.

    I love the heartbreaks you have given me to ask me to stand up.

    I love the rewards and punishments you have bestowed, and how I cannot see the difference.

    I love the pain you have given me to teach me the source of hate.

    I love the people you have placed in my life and how I can feel your heart in theirs.

    I love the doors you have slammed so that I don’t make a mistake.

    I love the mistakes you have allowed me to make so that I learn.

    I love the tears you have given me that make me feel alive.

    I love the songs you have inspired that give me hope.

    I love the jokes you have played on me that make me laugh.

    I love the questions you have asked that really test my faith.

    I love the many chances you have given me when I wouldn’t have done the same.

    I love that you have made me feel like the biggest fool and the smartest genius in one day.

    I love the life you have given me and every page of the story.

    I love that I am that I am.

    I love that you are that you are.

    You don’t need to say anything… 

    You never have said anything.

    Will you walk with me everyday?

    Even if it was I that once walked away?

    Will we decide together where we must go?

    With our love for each other, can we change for the better?

    I love you, everything.